You Had me at Hello

Hi.
My name is L.
I am in my late twenties. Reasonably educated. Small group of friends and from a very small town.
I have an amazing family, I love music and reading and have a conscience and a faith.
I would describe myself as tall, ordinary, not amazingly pretty but not ugly, not really over weight but i could shape up a bit, My style is fairly conservative, think primary school teacher over out and out fashionista and have a HUGE secret.

I've gone from bad relationship to the next one, most short lived.
And job to job with little success.

My life for the last two years has been pretty awful.

I live alone and a decent distance from my family and most of my friends, I work every hour to make ends meet and it never seems to be enough. I owe money left right and centre and for the last couple of years there has been times when i have had "not a penny" to my name.

I made a decision, and one that a million and one people will be disgraced with.

I am an Escort, Courtesan, Prostitute.

I can't and won't glamorise it, I wouldn't dare

But somehow, i feel like i am starting to drag myself out of the black hole that have been my daily struggle for the past two years.

I have looked through blogs and other websites- There are many around, I'm not sure if my musings and daily life will even interest anyone.

However, I'm going to write. I enjoy it. It feels like a release so why not on here.

Stay strong.. L x