Saturday, 26 June 2010

Sat 26th June

Lord is it hot today.

Just enjoying a bowl of home made rhubarb crumble and clotted cream!! mmmm it is so nice.

Yesterday didn't get much more exciting, but i did see that regular clinet for half an hour.

Weekend off for me, well kind of, booked for a function so need to try and beautify myself in a moment.

Have a beautiful dress to wear so i'm quite looking for ward to it, I enjoy getting dressed up. Well anyone with sense is out enjoying the sun so i won't bother you for too long...

Formula one is on.,.. what is it about a man with a fast car??? very attractive xx

Friday, 25 June 2010

Friday 25th June

Well, it's been a dull day so far.
Went into the actual job this morning, only to be told there wasn't much to do, as i'm a student, they let me go home to do acedemic work, but there is none at this time of year.

Ended up browsing round shops in need of a dress for a wedding.

Got one though, a beautiful very demure nice colour chiffon with a full skirt, I think it will look quite 40's or 50's. It is supposed to be baking hot tomorrow though so we shall see. I always pack more than one outfit, you never know.

I usually come in on a Friday to an array of bookings i am unable to meet, of course on the day i'm free i have nothing aside from a man who wants to meet for half an hour at 8.30pm.
I do need to get rid of these half hour bookings such a waste of time, they invariably end up longer and I could have been charging double - maybe that's my recession busting price..

Had a call from a regular client, have had two bookings with him and one shopping expedition - Note to self, should have selected much needed dress then!!!
He wants to come round this afternoon and i kind of said yes, presuming yes, as a booking, but not yes because i want to be best friends, or your girlfriend. What a dilemma

Any how, shower and preening session on the cards, update you later

Stay strong
L xx

Thursday, 24 June 2010

Thursday 24th May 2010

Hello..

Today i threw a sick day. How awful of me.

I just was so tired, I've been doing a huge amount of travelling and it all seems to have caught up with me.

I thought id
1- have a lie in
2- watch trashy television
3-consume sugar based snacks

as it happens I was awake really early.
I had a really long shower and caught up on all the girl bits, nail varnish, getting rid of unwanted hair.. It is hard to maintain, believe you me.
I think that's possibly the hardest part of this "Job" - trying to look impeccable at all times - just in case i get a drop of the hat booking.

I text my friend J, who is also off work at the moment and we decided to treat ourselves to lunch.

It was just what i needed, I got dressed up, did my hair and we became ladies that lunch.

The restaurant was beautiful, very a la ca rte, so glad i opted for heels. There wasn't a cloud in the sky out in the beautiful countryside and i actually relaxed and enjoyed myself.

Got a text, work phone - about 2pm, From ** Steve. He wanted a booking for 4.30 so i had to get home in order to accommodate.
He was nice, ordinary looking, i always think that, Fairly wealthy from what i could gauge.

It does astound me how much personal information men divulge, so i listened as he chatted about the country property he owns and his children's private education.
We spoke about the recent budget and also about the high profile local councillor ( Useless in my opinion, but for politics it really is each to his own)
***Steve decided to make himself more comfortable and i took my queue to undress, Just as i went to unbutton the chino shorts i had opted for today i suddenly realised........
In order to create a streamlined look i was wearing HUGE, pull your tummy in pants in the most hideous old lady shade of cream!!!

Luckily i made a swift "excuse me" and dashed to my bathroom, grabbing the nude coloured lace underwear i had intended on changing into - he didn't seem to notice and was laid out in all his glory on my return.
After a few seconds of conversation it became very clear that Steve was an oral man, that's all he wanted. I practice VERY VERY safe sex, my health is too important to me so after covering the wee chap up, I had the delightful task of breathing life into his member.
Didn't take too long, no more than 4 Min's before Steve needed to take control.

He lay me on my back and proceeded to finish the situation himself....

Some more chat later and Steve was dressed and out the door, and i was paid and ready for more important things, Namely... The Gym....

So that was today,
Have an enquiry for a booking tomorrow so will let you know how that goes,

Stay strong
Lx

You Had me at Hello

Hi.
My name is L.
I am in my late twenties. Reasonably educated. Small group of friends and from a very small town.
I have an amazing family, I love music and reading and have a conscience and a faith.
I would describe myself as tall, ordinary, not amazingly pretty but not ugly, not really over weight but i could shape up a bit, My style is fairly conservative, think primary school teacher over out and out fashionista and have a HUGE secret.

I've gone from bad relationship to the next one, most short lived.
And job to job with little success.

My life for the last two years has been pretty awful.

I live alone and a decent distance from my family and most of my friends, I work every hour to make ends meet and it never seems to be enough. I owe money left right and centre and for the last couple of years there has been times when i have had "not a penny" to my name.

I made a decision, and one that a million and one people will be disgraced with.

I am an Escort, Courtesan, Prostitute.

I can't and won't glamorise it, I wouldn't dare

But somehow, i feel like i am starting to drag myself out of the black hole that have been my daily struggle for the past two years.

I have looked through blogs and other websites- There are many around, I'm not sure if my musings and daily life will even interest anyone.

However, I'm going to write. I enjoy it. It feels like a release so why not on here.

Stay strong.. L x