9 inch heels

Women's hour on radio 4 this morning is touching on "Sky scraper" heels.

I've had a little look online and have included a picture of what they think the shoes will look like. They will feature a massive 9in heel!

I unashamedly love a heel and I am a tall girl (or so the comments would suggest)
I stand 5ft 9in barefoot, so any kind of heel makes me tower over quite a few people.

Now a few years ago I hardly wore a heel. I felt like a drag queen to be honest. I'm not the smallest build, I'm tall and curvaceous, a size 14 with an ample 36EE bust.
My waist is small and I have an hour glass figure.

It took me time to love this body of mine, I felt awkward when I was younger, like I didn't quite know what to do with it I suppose.

I embarked on every diet under the sun to try and make me look like other girls I knew and it never worked.

At some point last year, I don't know what it was that spurred it on. I finally started to accept and embrace my body.

I love clothes, I'm not spending any time stressing over what I should wear, I wear what I like and what I know suits my figure.

The same goes for shoes. No more small heeled frumps for me.
I love a heel and I wear them with pride,
I will wear an average heeled boot if I'm walking around daily

However if I see a shoe, a gloriously decadent beautiful shoe, I'm having it regardless of heel size.

I am a lover of Jimmy Choo, particularly with sparkle
I own a pair of Louboutin court pumps, in all their spectacular 5inch heel glory and I wear them well.

Yes, it makes me tower above the crowd but one pro is my friends can always find me on a night out, they just look up over the crowd

Now, I don't think I would ever go for the 9inch heel, I would be 6ft7 for starters,
Then again it would be fun to try them on!

I think the reason I love a heel is not because it makes me tall. The heel makes me stand correctly and when you stand correctly the effect it has on the body is brilliant, everything looks slimmer and heels make my legs look amazing.

I guess it boosts my confidence and then their is the pretty factor. They look good, I like pretty things

There is also the women factor.
Sometimes I think you can divide women into 2 groups, female friendly and female hating.

I have never had many female friends. This is something that always puzzled me because I'm not the out and out steal your husband kind of vixen, I'll blog on this again.
Yes, Ive had many a shoe commented on by other women.
particularly a designer shoe...

It seems shoes can not only make you feel great about yourself, it is a trick that can forge a unity with your fellow female.

I am only hoping my niece develops a size 7 foot so she can inherit a well loved vintage collection of beautiful shoes that she can wear with pride despite her height, size or circumstance

Lara x

A good start to your day

The other day I booked my first breakfast appointment.

Has anyone indulged in these?

I did mean to blog about this at the time.

I really enjoyed it. Because I work from my actual home it was nice to acomodate someone who was interested in no make-up (OK, I went for minimal make-up) A warm bed and a nice breakfast...

so the crumpets (actual food stuffs) Pain au chocolat and caffitiere of coffee were sorted, fresh juice was laid on and I lay and waited for my morning caller..

What a pleasant start to the day, nice conversation, some tasty treats or both food based and body based fun.

I'm thinking of placing this onto my profile as a regular booking, not sure if it would be everyone's cup of tea but for the looking for the GFE I think it works really well...

Dear Blog,

Will I go out to lunch and then a booking at a hotel in The Midlands, 30th December. Spoke on the phone, very nice sounding gentleman. Very specific about dress requirements. So off I go yesterday, beautifying myself. Dress purchased, nails done ect. Today, nothing!

I had specifically asked for contact this morning.

Tonight, I get out of the shower to a email. Maybe we should give tomorrow a miss and meet nearer you next time!!!

Honestly I'm so annoyed I could scream, I cleared the day to be able to travel back and forward! This is one of the only things that annoy me.

I feel like I can't give him negative feedback but, deciding you can't be bothered when an appointment has been provisionally booked for two weeks is one thing, cancelling at 8pm when I'm supposed to be leaving the house at 8am is an added insult..

Had to get that off my chest. I do apologise. Rant over x

Chistmas and lack of blogging

I am officially a useless blogger.

Despite being urged to write, write, write. I have been a bad girl and have very much avoided the blog. For this I apologise.

So of late, Work wise I have been a level kind of busy but I have also been very busy with the day job and this has meant I have been absent from most kinds of communication.
I will say this before new year so as not to make it a resolution I will break - I will blog more!!!

So christmas is over, I had a great day.
I actually got up this morning and went running, I'm therefore giving myself a huge pat on the back.
I don't want to get into the huge overeating thing and I know i've had an invite for turkey egg and chips tonight (I know it sounds odd, but I found it hard to refuse)

There is also the fact that I spent most of this morning on the sales websites and bought some beautiful, beautiful things that i'd like NOT to squeeze into like a sausage busting out of it's skin.

I'm off to do a bit of greace kelly film watching (whilst avoiding all ferrero rocher!!!) now.

But I hope that everyone had a fantastical, fun filled christmas with family or the family we make for ourselfs, friends.

x

Sunday 4th July

Back from a weekend away with the man.

He's not really my man but still the only one I've wanted. Isn't that always the way. Well it has been in my case for the last six years.

I was happy, relaxed and calm.

On a normal day i would say I'm fairly confident about who i am but he, he makes me feel like i can't quite believe my luck that we are sharing the same space.

On goodbye i cried, i tried not to but those tears were having none of it... i cried on the way home, i cried when i thought i lost sight of his car but i cried the most when i unpacked and smelt the smell of his aftershave on my top from last night.

The best way i can say it is it feels like someones punched me right in the chest and knocked the wind out of me...... oh well xx

Sat 26th June

Lord is it hot today.

Just enjoying a bowl of home made rhubarb crumble and clotted cream!! mmmm it is so nice.

Yesterday didn't get much more exciting, but i did see that regular clinet for half an hour.

Weekend off for me, well kind of, booked for a function so need to try and beautify myself in a moment.

Have a beautiful dress to wear so i'm quite looking for ward to it, I enjoy getting dressed up. Well anyone with sense is out enjoying the sun so i won't bother you for too long...

Formula one is on.,.. what is it about a man with a fast car??? very attractive xx

Friday 25th June

Well, it's been a dull day so far.
Went into the actual job this morning, only to be told there wasn't much to do, as i'm a student, they let me go home to do acedemic work, but there is none at this time of year.

Ended up browsing round shops in need of a dress for a wedding.

Got one though, a beautiful very demure nice colour chiffon with a full skirt, I think it will look quite 40's or 50's. It is supposed to be baking hot tomorrow though so we shall see. I always pack more than one outfit, you never know.

I usually come in on a Friday to an array of bookings i am unable to meet, of course on the day i'm free i have nothing aside from a man who wants to meet for half an hour at 8.30pm.
I do need to get rid of these half hour bookings such a waste of time, they invariably end up longer and I could have been charging double - maybe that's my recession busting price..

Had a call from a regular client, have had two bookings with him and one shopping expedition - Note to self, should have selected much needed dress then!!!
He wants to come round this afternoon and i kind of said yes, presuming yes, as a booking, but not yes because i want to be best friends, or your girlfriend. What a dilemma

Any how, shower and preening session on the cards, update you later

Stay strong
L xx

Thursday 24th May 2010

Hello..

Today i threw a sick day. How awful of me.

I just was so tired, I've been doing a huge amount of travelling and it all seems to have caught up with me.

I thought id
1- have a lie in
2- watch trashy television
3-consume sugar based snacks

as it happens I was awake really early.
I had a really long shower and caught up on all the girl bits, nail varnish, getting rid of unwanted hair.. It is hard to maintain, believe you me.
I think that's possibly the hardest part of this "Job" - trying to look impeccable at all times - just in case i get a drop of the hat booking.

I text my friend J, who is also off work at the moment and we decided to treat ourselves to lunch.

It was just what i needed, I got dressed up, did my hair and we became ladies that lunch.

The restaurant was beautiful, very a la ca rte, so glad i opted for heels. There wasn't a cloud in the sky out in the beautiful countryside and i actually relaxed and enjoyed myself.

Got a text, work phone - about 2pm, From ** Steve. He wanted a booking for 4.30 so i had to get home in order to accommodate.
He was nice, ordinary looking, i always think that, Fairly wealthy from what i could gauge.

It does astound me how much personal information men divulge, so i listened as he chatted about the country property he owns and his children's private education.
We spoke about the recent budget and also about the high profile local councillor ( Useless in my opinion, but for politics it really is each to his own)
***Steve decided to make himself more comfortable and i took my queue to undress, Just as i went to unbutton the chino shorts i had opted for today i suddenly realised........
In order to create a streamlined look i was wearing HUGE, pull your tummy in pants in the most hideous old lady shade of cream!!!

Luckily i made a swift "excuse me" and dashed to my bathroom, grabbing the nude coloured lace underwear i had intended on changing into - he didn't seem to notice and was laid out in all his glory on my return.
After a few seconds of conversation it became very clear that Steve was an oral man, that's all he wanted. I practice VERY VERY safe sex, my health is too important to me so after covering the wee chap up, I had the delightful task of breathing life into his member.
Didn't take too long, no more than 4 Min's before Steve needed to take control.

He lay me on my back and proceeded to finish the situation himself....

Some more chat later and Steve was dressed and out the door, and i was paid and ready for more important things, Namely... The Gym....

So that was today,
Have an enquiry for a booking tomorrow so will let you know how that goes,

Stay strong
Lx

You Had me at Hello

Hi.
My name is L.
I am in my late twenties. Reasonably educated. Small group of friends and from a very small town.
I have an amazing family, I love music and reading and have a conscience and a faith.
I would describe myself as tall, ordinary, not amazingly pretty but not ugly, not really over weight but i could shape up a bit, My style is fairly conservative, think primary school teacher over out and out fashionista and have a HUGE secret.

I've gone from bad relationship to the next one, most short lived.
And job to job with little success.

My life for the last two years has been pretty awful.

I live alone and a decent distance from my family and most of my friends, I work every hour to make ends meet and it never seems to be enough. I owe money left right and centre and for the last couple of years there has been times when i have had "not a penny" to my name.

I made a decision, and one that a million and one people will be disgraced with.

I am an Escort, Courtesan, Prostitute.

I can't and won't glamorise it, I wouldn't dare

But somehow, i feel like i am starting to drag myself out of the black hole that have been my daily struggle for the past two years.

I have looked through blogs and other websites- There are many around, I'm not sure if my musings and daily life will even interest anyone.

However, I'm going to write. I enjoy it. It feels like a release so why not on here.

Stay strong.. L x